Overworking, people-pleasing, binge-eating, doom-scrolling, chronic pain, anxiety, having a short fuse, or feeling nothing at all.

What if these aren’t random struggles — but the body’s attempt to protect you?

What if the real issue is something most healing paths, mindfulness methods and spiritual practices completely miss?

Emotional repression.

The autonomous, compulsive and continuous survival mechanism that keeps certain emotions buried in frozen fear in the body.

This isn’t about willpower, mindset, or fixing what’s “broken.”

You’re not broken.

What’s showing up in your life — even the patterns you hate — is doing something for you. It helps you avoid emotions you had to bury when you were young to stay safe or loved. But those emotions didn’t disappear. They got trapped in your body as tension and contraction — and they’ve been running in the background ever since.

Most approaches help you manage overwhelm, stress, pain or numbness.

This weekend is about learning to dismantle what’s creating it.

In-Person Kiloby Inquiries Workshop

October 23-25, 2026, Deurne, Netherlands (near Eindhoven)

Led by KI Emotional Repression Inquiry mentors Toshi Matsunaga and Ina Backbier, this 3-day workshop helps you get to the root of what’s fueling your self-sabotaging patterns.

To keep the workshop personal and intimate, places are limited to 18. During the experiential work, you’ll work in a group of no more than six, guided by Ina, Toshi or another qualified mentor. Guidance will be available in both Dutch and English.

This is not another self-help seminar or strategy to stay calm.

You don’t need another way to push through.

You need a way in.

This workshop is for you if:

• You’ve done a lot of inner work, but still stuck in the same loops.
• You’re often calm on the outside, but anxious, irritable, frustrated or exhausted underneath.
• You’re done with coping. You don’t just want more insights, you want freedom.
• You’re curious why the same self-sabotaging patterns keep showing up in your parenting, relationships, or work… even though you get it intellectually.

What You’ll Walk Away With:

🔎 Real tools that go deeper than mindset
You’ll learn how to recognize and work with the emotional repression behind burnout, compulsions, anxiety, self-sabotaging patterns and chronic pain — without having to talk it all out or power through.

🧭 Tools you can use for life
This isn’t therapy or mindset work. You’ll learn a body-based inquiry practice you can use anytime to meet what’s stuck — and actually shift it.

👥 Real Support in a Small Group
No big crowds, no need to perform. Just honest connection, experienced guidance, and space to explore what’s really going on, at your own pace.

💬 No Experience Needed
Whether you’re new to emotional work or a seasoned inner-explorer, you’ll be met where you are — with clarity, care, and a no-BS approach to transformation.

Workshop Details

• Dates: Friday, October 23 – Sunday, October 25, 2026
• Schedule (all times are local Netherlands time):
• Friday, October 23rd: 2:00 PM – 5:00 PM
• Saturday, October 24th: 9:00 AM – 5:00 PM (lunch break: 12:00 PM – 2:00 PM)
• Sunday, October 25th: 9:00 AM – 12:00 PM
• Location: LOS Deurne – Haageind 29, 5751 BB Deurne, the Netherlands (ample parking available)
• Price: $399

Spots are limited

There are only ONE spot left, so book your seat today!

If you’re feeling a pull, now’s the time.

Not sure yet? You can book a free clarity call to help you decide whether our workshop is right for you. Otherwise, reserve your spot now.